tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34066854.post115774721969786904..comments2023-05-29T07:52:36.190-04:00Comments on Steve Savage "King of the Beasts": THE CREATION EXPERIENCE by Steve Savage "King of the Beasts"Steve Savage "King of the Beasts"http://www.blogger.com/profile/16610708538681878553noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34066854.post-10589045963910859712009-03-03T02:40:00.000-05:002009-03-03T02:40:00.000-05:00I stumbled upon your blog after searching for peop...I stumbled upon your blog after searching for people who might share my ideas online...Starting for a search of "Is this life an Illusion"... I found you on a forum where someone had asked that question. After reading all you have said.. I don't feel the need to explain myself entirely, but to reach out to connect with you.. Tonight, I find I am afraid... I have spent my entire life praying to god for wisdom.. and nothing else... but as I have grown older and experienced more through the years I find that I am questioning my sanity for asking for such a gift... a gift that sometimes seems like more of a burden... My mind has become opened over the years so far that I don't feel I can close it again. My perception of reality is constantly shifting and I never know what is truth... Sometimes I find myself fighting inside on wether I want every one around me to wake up, or for me to fall back to sleep. Then again... I want to be awake... I'm just afraid of what will happen when I do... I don't know if I have reached the same enlightenment that you have.. But if I haven't... I am very close.. But sometimes i feel i am being held back, perhaps by my own ego, my fears... I would love to talk to you about the things you speak of... I am curious because I have never heard anyone speak of this the way you have, and yet it seems to be a projection of what I already know and choose to ignore... and if what you say could be closer to the truth... I want to find out. Honestly, I'm afraid of the reality I have made for myself, and very uncomfortable here. It's not that my life is bad, my life is fine... But it all seems so fake and superficial... It can't be real. And worst of all, I'm afraid that it isn't real at all... that the world is a figment of my own imagination... teaching me something... and that scares me... But why? Any thoughts on this? My email is forsakenviolin@gmail.com... if you would like to contact me.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com